Friday Jan 2 Further Study
Third day of 2015 (03-01-2015). Search my treasure in God's Word early morning at 4:30am. Digging for hidden treasure requiring hard work. One of the criteria is to wake up early in the morning. Earnest study and close investigation to know where is my treasure for today so that I deposit the treasure I found in my heart.
"No earthy blessing can be obtained without earnest, patient, persevering effort" (
Ellen G. White, Christ’s Object Lessons, pp. 111–114). A higher pursuit than the things of this world. "We need the enlightenment of the Holy Spirit in order to discern the truths in God's word" (Ellen G. White, Christ’s Object Lessons, pp. 111–114).
"What a grief it is to see children of God-fearing parents unruly and disobedient, unthankful and self-willed, full of determination to have their own way, regardless of the inconvenience or sorrow it causes their parents. Satan takes delight in ruling the hearts of children, and if he is permitted he will inspire them with his own hateful spirit" (Ellen G. White, Messages to Young People, pp. 333-334).
I can see my daughter is growing up. She hates me reminding her for drinking water, praying to God when she wakes up in the morning, making her bed, doing revision for her study, memorizing her memory verse and reading bible. She'll say: "I hate ....". Indeed this "hate" word from her mouth grief me. My daughter has a father who believes differently from her mother. But one thing for sure, no matter how much both me and my husband have a different view for our belief, both of us want our daughter to have Obedience to us, the Parents.
My daughter's life is recorded in the book of Heaven. Only after 6 years of marriage, I conceived a child. I was 36 I received this miracle. It was late night when I had a phone conversation with my classmate for our Montessori class assignment. I felt unwell and my friend jokingly said that it could be that I had conceived. She urged me to go to clinic. Somehow, it was late. Most clinics were close. But one clinic still opened. I went in and Dr. Frances found out that I indeed conceived. He told me that it's his most happy moment that day. Since he found out that I had a big cyst in my womb, he wanted me to be admitted to hospital immediately. It's unforgettable night. I was feeling extremely cold in the hospital and the next day, I was checked by Dr. Paul Tay. He performed cesarean at University Malaya Specialist Centre on August 24, 2006. Later in 2009, I discovered that I had cervical cancer, I asked Dr. Paul Tay to do a hysterectomy at Assunta hospital.
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